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Destiny

If ever I were to lose a lover
I’d tie myself to his death
And beg it to take me with it
I’d never raise a glass
Nor would I ever comfort another soul
I’d give up my laughter
And I’d tear out my sight
for how could I go on tasting life?
How could I go on dancing,
If I’m also on my knees with death?
I could never live with out you
But id never let myself cry
Its not that I’m weak
Nor that I have no emotion
But the thought of rain on a sunny day
Is just what’d make you die
so I’d rather live,
I’d rather live by you-
I’d rather smile
So you would smile too
But now that you lay here,
With only breathes too close
I lay my eyes upon yours
And together we go to our new home

Shadowing

What light can give us
dark will create it.
We were born
With the lightness of beauty
And the darkness of mystery
Two world’s messhed
in our souls
Two worlds that
We cannot change
But we can embrace-
I’ve embraced the loss
Of light
And the loss
And the gain of dark
both fully devoted
Both dully mine,
And I’ve seen it in you
I see it every time you cry
Everytime you weep for me
For the way I’ve died
The way I choose to live this life
But by light in me
I will live free
And my darkness
Will take me there.
So shut your eyes dear one
We are but sun and moon
another year of eclipse

Anonymous: So, I met this girl...we have a connection. She makes me so happy, so peaceful...I feel right. But we already have had our downs. It feels as if my own demons keep me from getting closer to her. We still talk, I'm afraid to get close to her and harm her because of something I say or do. She really means a lot to me. I must see her as a friend only, but if I see her fall for someone one else...I don't know. I may brake down. Anyways, I felt like telling you...just fell like telling someone.

The worst thing you can do is not say something to her hun. If you hold back you will never have her and unfortunately, you will see her fall for someone else. Do me a favor and let your demons go. They only stay because we choose to stay connected to them, so they feed, they feed off the little things we give them, like your fear to harm her. You wont, darling, you wont. I hope I helped you, I’m always here if you need me.
Ange

Fill my lonely kisses

If I were to say to you, that each day I miss you, that every night alone I dream of you and every morning I wake up craving you, would you come back to me then?

light me up, every time

he only smoked in moments of nervousness or when he had alot on his mind. this was one of those times. i loved it though, every bit of it, from lighting his cigarette to breathing out the first air of smoke from those perfect lips. he liked that i smiled everytime he smoked. i loved that he noticed the small details of me when he did, such as, how my hair only parted one way and fell over just one side of my face. he said, “only you can make such an ugly habit, a beautiful moment. its the only reason i dont quit because i’d have to quit your smile.”

The taste of iron(y)

How would I have known
that my soul
was always attached to yours?
When my stubborn mind
And my pride-filled eyes
Never let me see you,
Being empty was
All I ever felt
And not until you
Left me
Did I finally feel
What it was to burn
To feel the rush of my blood
Race to the hole
In my chest.
It was goodbye that
Made me see
And it was
The loss of you
That made me
Love again.

Anonymous: Who was your first and only true love? Please describe him :)

He was…
Who I always wanted-
The only man that could calm me
He didn’t chain me
and he didn’t abuse me
Never did he yell
Nor did he fight me
except, when we played
He would throw me on the bed
and I would laugh.
he would play with my hair
and I’d smile,
Oh, how I miss his hugs-
His arms wrapped around me
And I felt safe
It was my secret secure place
Our nights were filled
With I love yous
And the thoughts of being married
He was…
My first kiss -
Well the only one I count.
I still remember it,
But I’d rather not.
He was my true love
He was my only love
And since him
I’ve loved no one else

Only to you
I was just
Another kiss

Transparent

It seems to be him
This body has his smile
His laugh and
His protective shoulders
Yet when I speak to him
He’s not with me
when I smile at him
He doesn’t see me
and when I touch him
He only shutters
It hurts me
To see the man I loved
With no response to me
With no reaction to my touch
When, before, I could make
This man fall in love with me.
Now he sees past me,
He only sees
The girl beside him-
He only sees her smile
And when she caresses
- his hands
I can see his heart
Pounding at his neck.
It was never me
It was always her..
The girl, right beside him

Crowded desires

I do not desire tthe money
In your pockets
Nor do I wish to
Stand out of the crowd
For the crowd,
Keeps me together,
It sways with me
It connects to my body
As person to person
we dance.
I found you there
With no good reason
I fell for you within
The walls of the bodies.
Danced and swayed
To the music of the band
Never letting go
Of our intertwined hands
It was tonight
When I met you
It was today when I loved you
And its tomorrow
That we will have
Remembered,
When we danced in the crowd